Bittersweet..
i recently found out that that's true...
No matter how much you want to cry and just break down there is this part of you who just don't want to let loose and cry your heart out... Even when i am actually crying there's this part of me that still holds back, preventing me from breaking free and sobbing my heart out. I wonder what triggered that??
Is it the urge not to be pitied by people coz that is one thing i hate, people feeling sorry for me...
And people telling you everything will get better when your world has crushed, seriously don't they know that you do know that but you just want to let out some of the pain you are feeling inside... And then worst of all - 'i know what you are going through'.. Seriously no one knows what i am feeling.
People are so irritating when you just want to mourn something, they are all up in your business... so when we say Big girls don't cry we mean big girls don't cry where people can see.
They just don't like everybody being up in their business...
Tot later...
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